Finally Some News!

Wow! So I got an email last night from Lubbock saying that one of the inquiries we submitted is going to be chosen the first part of October. Which means, they want to choose a family from the submissions in early October. I sent the request in about a month ago and emailed my agency to make sure they had forwarded our homestudy, which they had not. So supposedly they sent it to Lubbock this morning. I am trying real hard not to get too excited because they haven’t even chosen us as a possibility yet. They are just beginning the process of choosing. I have the picture on my computer at work and say a little prayer when I look at it. I am asking that you please say a little prayer for us that God will lead us in our decision making and the decision making of the case workers. If this one is meant to be, that it is God’s will. I am nervous about the possibility of finally having to make a decision. I don’t want to make the wrong one. I have already decided that once this is completed I cannot continue to look at the adoption websites unless we decide to adopt again. I don’t ever want to have regrets or wish things would have been different. I hate to think I would feel that way, but I think that would be a reasonable fear. I am excited too. Picturing a face of someone who could spend the holidays with us this year is awesome. I am anxious to share my wonderful family and friends!