Restlessness

I couldn’t sleep last night. I was suddenly filled with anxiousness when I was lying in bed to go to sleep. I felt like maybe something big was going to happen today. Nothing has happened yet, maybe it was just a sixth sense detecting the storms that headed our way early this morning. Who knows, but I could not clear my mind to sleep. We will see how the day plays out!
I have never been into politics. I know I should care more than I do. It’s part of what is shaping the my children’s future. I did pay more attention to the election this year, but even more recently I heard something very disturbing. Obama is really pushing his health care bill right now. It is an 1100 page bill. Imagine having to read through that. Imagine the elected officials that DO NOT read through it, but pass it anyway. Thankfully, some have been reading it carefully and have slowed it down a bit. If the healthcare bill is passed then taxpayers, including pro-life taxpayers, will be funding abortion with their tax dollars. They do not use the word “abortion” in the bill, but it is covered under topics like “reproductive planning”. Scary!
We missed our reading time last night. We had church instead, much needed though! We had a missionary from Egypt speaking last night. It was very interesting and coincidental because I have been learning a lot about the Muslim religion lately. It is very eye opening. I am fascinated with life and religion of other nationalities.
I know I write a lot and probably bore a lot of you! Sorry if I do, this is a type of diary for me and I get side-tracked sometimes from the reason I started the blog…………..the adoption updates. But right now, I am trying to occupy my mind so the waiting doesn’t drive me nuts!!! Soooo, please excuse my idle rambling (*smile*) while we wait for the exciting times!