Round Two

Here we go again! A roller coaster of emotions. I don’t know how many times I can do this. It was such a relief knowing Daisy found a good home, but now she is back. I want to keep her, but in my mind I know the smart thing to do is get rid of her. The dog fighting scares me. Although she has never hurt any person it makes me wonder if she ever would. She fights our dog to kill! On the other hand she is a big, sweet baby. So, we have a lady that wants to come pick her up tonight. She didn’t ask any questions. She said she wants the dog. She didn’t even want to meet her first. Hmm? Makes me wonder. She sounds like a nice lady. I chose to be honest and tell her upfront that she must be an only dog and kept indoors. I told her about the dogs fighting and she is still interested. The only way I know to handle it is to let her come get her and not look back. That’s all I can do. I over-analyze and feel horrible until I talk myself into keeping her. UGH! I fear being liable if something happens once she takes Daisy. What if she killed one of their animals or hurt someone? Am I still responsible? And I can’t have her returned again. I fear that phone call saying they can’t keep her and do we want her back. Its too emotional. I can’t do that again. I pray this is the home for Daisy and everyone will be happy. It’s time for me to not look back!
My friend from Virginia is in town and really wants to take Coco back with her. That will be hard as well, but I know that she would be good to her. The trick is getting her to Virginia! I plan on posting some really neat pictures of our kids soon. Then and now. I am just waiting to get the “now” picture to post.
Not a word from the adoption agency. People keep asking. I will probably email just to feel like we still exist.
That’s all for now!