Just an Update

Well thats bad! I forgot my password to get on here. It's been so long. Not much going on. Our first home study is tomorrow. I'm excited. I am so ready to get things moving along. After a little lull I am getting really excited again. I get on the adoption websites occasionally and I see some of the adorable kids and wonder how someone could just give them up or neglect them. I picture them with our family. I wonder what our child will look like. What will their name be?!! Not that it matters so much, but even when you are pregnant you wonder what your biological children will look like. I see Allison with our friends younger kids and she wants to be a big sister so bad. I really think it will be good for her. I do wish at times that I would have given myself a chance to have one more child BUT the way it turned out.........which was Gods plan................ is that we will be helping a child in need of a family AND I am sure I will end up with another girl! Although I knew I wanted to adopt I never really thought it would happen and I'm sure once it does it will be surreal. Adding a new member to the family. Wow! Life is going to be different.

I did decide to put Brendan in the charter school and I am totally comfortable with the decision now. I am just praying I can get Allison in before school starts. She REALLY needs to go there! And I haven't forgotten about Nick. He will be a sophomore next year and wants to finish school with his friends and we don't have a problem with that. He has done really well and there has not been as many problems. Just since he was in elementary school things have really gone downhill in the public schools. Its sad.

Besides that, the family is good. Mark will be going back to work this weekend. I'm not really ready for it. Its been so nice having him home! The kids are good. Getting ready for summer! And the chickens, frogs, birds, cat, dogs, etc. are all still alive and well. BTW, if anyone is interested in a dog let me know :)......... I have a boxer and lab/heeler mix I would love to find a good home for. FOR FREE!! I will be heartbroken to let them go, but I'm worn out! Soon my attention will be even more divided!

Love you all!!